Hunting with the HeartKima Global Publishers, 2007 - 284 pages Hunting with the Heart is a remarkable autobiography of journeys in inner and outer spaces. Graham Saayman writes uncompromisingly of his inner journeys and the confrontation with unconscious forces that take him to the very verge of life. The courage and power to articulate the nature of psychic experience cannot help but inspire readers to realise that a life's journey is not solely in the outer world. But it is Saayman's outer journey through life, professionally and personally, that has the mark of authenticity, that unwavering gaze at life's travails and it's triumphs. The book is in the tradition of other autobiographies, particularly those of Bion and Jung. Because it is, Hunting with the Heart brings a reader close to what life's meanings are all about; the courage to receive the grave dictates of life. |
Contents
Acknowledgments 12 | 12 |
Foreword | 15 |
Chapter ONE Roots | 20 |
Journey to the Source 21 | 21 |
The Dream Unfolds 22 | 22 |
The Baboon as Totem Animal 23 | 23 |
The Ladybird House 25 | 25 |
Stories in the Sand 27 | 27 |
Chapter SEVEN OutofBody Travel as a Learning Experience | 129 |
A Bridge between Two Worlds 130 | 130 |
The Loneliness of Nonattachment 131 | 131 |
Handling Thoughts and Feelings in Interspace 132 | 132 |
A Soldiers Ghost 134 | 134 |
The Land of the Ancestors 137 | 137 |
The Unhappiness of an Uninformed Death 138 | 138 |
Passage to the Dark Eye of a Needle 140 | 140 |
The Place of the Elephant 28 | 28 |
The Tribe of Yogg 30 | 30 |
The Patriarchy 32 | 32 |
The Feminine Principle 33 | 33 |
The Roots of Androgyny 34 | 34 |
Fear Anxiety Fight Flight or Freeze 36 | 36 |
Betrayals and Endings 39 | 39 |
The Death of Yogg 41 | 41 |
Ladybird Ladybird Fly Away Home 44 | 44 |
Chapter TWO The Dolphin School | 46 |
Constellation of an Archetypal Intention 78 | 78 |
The Sometimes Painful Evolution of Psychological Androgyny 79 | 79 |
Divorce as a Rite of Initiation 80 | 80 |
Retreat to the Etheric Womb 83 | 83 |
Learning How to Navigate 85 | 85 |
Opposites Duality Conflict in Relationships 86 | 86 |
The Paradox of Two Worlds in One 88 | 88 |
Chapter FIVE Yoga Then and Now | 90 |
OutofBodyExperiences Are Not Abnormal 91 | 91 |
A Safe Place to Reflect 92 | 92 |
Portrait of a Yogi 93 | 93 |
The Yoga Sutras of Patanjali 96 | 96 |
Archetype of the Wounded Healer 97 | 97 |
Ramakrishna and Divine Illness 100 | 100 |
Pioneering Yogic Practice in the Treatment of Psychosomatic Illness 101 | 101 |
Yoga and Jungian Psychotherapy 103 | 103 |
Marriage as a Therapeutic Contract 106 | 106 |
An UpsideDown View of Psychological Causality 107 | 107 |
Chapter SIX The Dolphin Project | 109 |
A Fairy Ring and a Fellow Traveller 110 | 110 |
An Observer with a Natural Feel for Animals 111 | 111 |
Capturing Dolphins for Public Display 115 | 115 |
The Idea of a Dolphin Language 118 | 118 |
Imitative Behaviour as an Estimate of Dolphin Intelligence 121 | 121 |
SelfConsciousness and Ethics 124 | 124 |
The Save the Whales Campaign 125 | 125 |
Death of a Dolphin 126 | 126 |
Band of Brothers 142 | 142 |
The Right Whale Archetype 143 | 143 |
Chapter EIGHT The Calling of Qumbu Magqubu Ntombela | 148 |
The Arrival of the Impresario 176 | 176 |
Ethnicity and the Other 179 | 179 |
The Other and the Psychology of Apartheid 181 | 181 |
The Four Stages of Jungian Psychotherapy 184 | 184 |
The Soul Image in Interspace 185 | 185 |
Doctrines of Psychology 188 | 188 |
Behaviourism and the Politics of Power and Control 190 | 190 |
The Coming of Chiron 192 | 192 |
The Soweto Uprising as Paradigm for Modern Times 193 | 193 |
The Public Execution of Children on the Streets 195 | 195 |
The Other as Refugee the Homeless and the Dispossessed 197 | 197 |
Chapter TEN Death and the Matriarchal Society | 199 |
The Making of a Wounded Healer 200 | 200 |
Dream of the Great Elephant 202 | 202 |
The Counsel of Baboons 204 | 204 |
Grandfathers and Families 205 | 205 |
The Matriarchal Family System of the Elephant 206 | 206 |
The Reality of the Inner Elephant 207 | 207 |
The Pain of Grief Raging at the Heart 209 | 209 |
The Fear of Death and the Acceptance of Responsibility 214 | 214 |
Chapter ELEVEN Holding the Centre | 218 |
Living in Two Worlds 219 | 219 |
The Bird as Spirit Messenger 222 | 222 |
Beginnings and Endings 223 | 223 |
A Choice between Inner and Outer Journeys 225 | 225 |
Constant Pondering on the Opposites 229 | 229 |
The First Stage of the Jungian Centre 231 | 231 |
South Africa as Looking Glass 233 | 233 |
The Gift of Laurens van der Post 234 | 234 |
The Africa Foundation for Jungian Studies and Wilderness 238 | 238 |
Finding an Analyst 240 | 240 |
Chapter TWELVE Mantis and the Myth of Oedipus | 244 |
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