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Luminous, gemlike, ghostlike, deathlike, half the

night long

Growing and fading and growing, till I could bear

it no more,

But arose, and all by myself in my own dark garden

ground,

Listening now to the tide in its broad-flung ship

wrecking roar,

Now to the scream of a madden'd beach dragg'd down by the wave,

Walk'd in a wintry wind by a ghastly glimmer, and

found

The shining daffodil dead, and Orion low in his

grave.

IV.

1.

A MILLION emeralds break from the ruby-budded

lime

In the little grove where I sit-ah, wherefore

cannot 1 be

Like things of the season gay, like the bountiful

season bland,

When the far-off sail is blown by the breeze of a

softer clime,

Half-lost in the liquid azure bloom of a crescent

of sea,

The silent sapphire-spangled marriage ring of the

land?

2.

Below me, there, is the village, and looks how quiet

and small!

And yet bubbles o'er like a city, with gossip, scandal,

and spite;

And Jack on his ale-house bench has as many lies as a Czar;

And here on the landward side, by a red rock, glimmers the Hall;

And up in the high Hall-garden I see her pass like

a light;

But sorrow seize me if ever that light be my leading

star!

3.

When have I bow'd to her father, the wrinkled head

of the race?

I met her abroad with her brother, but not to her

brother I bow'd ;

I bow'd to his lady-sister as she rode by on the

moor;

But the fire of a foolish pride flash'd over her

beautiful face.

O child, you wrong your beauty, believe it, in being

so proud;

Your father has wealth well-gotten, and I am nameless and poor.

4.

I keep but a man and a maid, ever ready to slander

and steal;

I know it, and smile a hard-set smile, like a stoic, or

like

A wiser epicurean, and let the world have its

way:

For nature is one with rapine, a harm no preacher

can heal;

The Mayfly is torn by the swallow, the sparrow

spear'd by the shrike,

And the whole little wood where I sit is a world of

plunder and prey.

5.

We are puppets, Man in his pride, and Beauty fair

in her flower;

Do we move ourselves, or are moved by an unseen

hand at a game

That pushes us off from the board, and others ever

succeed?

Ah yet, we cannot be kind to each other here for an

hour;

We whisper, and hint, and chuckle, and grin at a

brother's shame;

However we brave it out, we men are a little

breed.

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